So many stories

So many pictures

So many memories

I want to continue your night visions memoir and start a family tradition, I’ve written so much about you, but it’s hardly a start

Eventually I’ll have to write about mom, the few stories i know, she refuses to engage in this memoir story book- probably a fear or mortality but as you said all we can leave behind is memories, words and stories

One day I’ll make your night visions as you designed

I’ll add my day visions

And I’ll add more stories that i didnt get to write and send you, and i want to save our entire text message history once apple makes that possible….

Then the third book in the series will be my reflections on our life and my loss and the lessons you taught me and my sadness and grief, and the entries here

Not sure I’ll ever get to write my own story, but if i have a kid i want to pass on your story; you are my story, so i have to get that right first, i have to