I miss him terribly

I don’t know how to move on

I love that he left me his phone and spent time making his phone a tribute to his life and memories, his favorite photos, and links to our songs

But I’m still sad we didn’t get to say goodbye

I’m sad he didn’t leave me a final letter or written word or email

I’m sad he wiped his phone and computer, and I’ve spent 4 years disecting both, all his accounts, the meta data, and more, and still i have no answers

I don’t know what I’m looking for, or maybe I’m looking for his final goodbye, his phone tribute was so amazing and i know he spent so much time on it for me, but i want more- i want answers or information- i want to say goodbye to my dad and tell him i love him one more time

https://calgaryherald.remembering.ca/obituary/dale-jurkowski-1093550526