I have two mediums i see when i need some extra comfort. One of them has a membership option where you can log onto a members meeting twice a week and get a free short reading. I’ve only attended this once before because I don’t want to use mediums too often. I’m scared the messages won’t be as clear and mediums are really just for my emotional crisises.

Last time I got a reading through this membership was the Christmas eggnog reading.

I attended a membership reading last week. She said my Dad was shouting “it’s my birthday! It’s my birthday”. I told her his birthday was in November.

Then i realized, he probably means his death birthday.

I call it a rebirthday.

This month has been hard and the next month will be harder.

I consider my dads rebirthday as my rebirthday as well. I am hoping i will no longer be plagued with grief, i will have experienced all of the hard “firsts”, and hopefully i will get to start living a new, healthier and better life thanks to his lessons and gifts.

March 23 can’t happen soon enough. I hope I make it to then.

Happy Re Birthday Dad