Halloween

Our holiday

Last year I went all out, made your skeleton out of milk jugs, it was a Halloween tribute to our love

I didn’t decorate this year, i don’t know if I’ll decorate again, we’ll see

Mom asks today- did you decorate

No

Mom- did you carve pumpkins

Nope

Gives me shit

It was our holiday, now your gone, now it’s just a reminder of that

12 days until my birthday

Would be 10 days until yours

Wish we had one more birthday together

Last year you came over, stayed a while, we got to know each other deeply, make up lost time, play crib, at your favorite foods

I’m so thankful we got that time together

Every birthday now is going to be a bit sadder

I’m sad

I miss you