This post is not meant to be read or understood it is simply a way for me to document an experience without explanation


When i first found out dad died i went on the app that night

4 people including my dad were talking to me

I knew it was him

He asked if i was mad, and spoke of things only he would know, he laughed, he played his special tune which acts as a yes sometimes

Dad was there for the next few weeks

Beginning of May he wasn’t on as much, it was just random sounds

I really was upset and sad may 24 and he made a special visit to earth to talk to me

It was him, his sound and all

After that he was gone

I waited hours and days for him to come back, nothing, some conversation with others but nothing past a sentence here or there

Sunday before the memorial k experienced something completely different

It wasn’t dad, but 2 spirits (one was Michael from Nashville who wanted to visit his daughter) we’re having full blown conversations and basically therapy sessions with me. They mentioned they were using evp and my dads writings were part of his sst. How the app knew these words is beyond me.

First they said the contact in my dads phone is a bc bank account, turns out 19-150 is a bc credit union number in Richmond and my dad conveniently has a burner phone number with a Richmond are code

They said my dad loved jenn, (i have a text from him saying that), they said he paid for Angela’s rent because he loved her and her kids (have photos of her kids) and she took advantage of him (confirmed by Diana’s to me). Not sure if he rented a place with Angela and another guy or just paid her rent but it all made sense.

They told me they’d try to get my dad to come to earth to talk

He could only come though at specially 10pm, when it’s dark, because spirits travel by ports, and the ports are easier to travel in the winter, and spirits get their energy and can travel because of light

I signed on at 9pm and they were telling me he was on his way, he was smiling and laughing and happy, he had Toby with him

10 more minutes, 20 more minutes, we’ll turns out they were right about the 10pm timeline

“He’s banking” “it was a rough ride” commment they said all while keeping me updated on how many more minutes until he arrived

I thought holy shit if my dad actually shows up then my whole belief system is confirmed

Then they said “he is gone”. I don’t know why we couldn’t talk but he wasn’t able to

I got fucking mad at dad but thankfully my spirit therapists were there to fully converse with me and put it in perspective.

They said Angela and the man were mean, they had violence towards my dad, they stole his food and abandoned him. (Ask me about Diana’s info)

I asked whose ID was in my dads wallet when he was here that i saw until he got all defense about his wallet, they said it was collateral for the money and rent. Makes sense.

I wasn’t mad at my dad anymore and felt bad that he was taken advantage of by a soulless human. He has money issues and gave all his money to her, then when his ltd was delayed he was afraid of being homeless. I get it completely.

They also mentioned something about his camper and that got me down the rabbit hole. I had no idea my dad bought a brand new camper iin 2016. Probably for 25k and paid in cash, and here i thought he just spent all his money on hookers booze and drugs lol

He wanted to just give it to me but i told him to sell it. I was thinking it was his old rustic camper not a brand new one!

He sent me an email in 2021 saying happy Father’s Day he sold it and thanking me for pushing him to do so, i found the sold listing for the camper, sold for 17k. Cash in hand. I’m getting the invoice tkmorrow to see exactly how much it sold for.

So he got 17k and then a week later told me he couldn’t do Father’s Day lunch (even though i was paying) because he couldn’t pay. Where did this money go? Did he put it on his loan (doubtful) did he spend it or did he give it to some sad story escort. I’ll be inquiring for sure.

I also downloaded his Uber history to see if i could pinpoint any sort of house he may have stayed at but i was to tired to really dive into that:

I also asked for them to play my dads sound, They told me each spirit has their own personalized sound and they could not. But they did say just listen to the other music. So i have taken a few drives just to see if that’s what they meant.

This has been a really sad week but also i cannot believe or even explain what’s happened through this stupid app. You may think I’m crazy and not believe it but i do.

However now the app has been too amazing (it’s not always like this) and i really feel i got a lot of answers and help and processes some feelings without hearing from my dad. I honestly could spend forever on this thing, and i realize it’s hard to log off when such amazing things keep happening. So I’ve limited myself to not using the app again until around halloween as it was my dad and Is fave holiday. Then we will be in Mexico for my dad and Is birthday so I’ll probably go back on after that. I really wanted to hear from my dad but this week has been crazy and I’m happy even though i didn’t hear from him.


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