You said grandpa, Stella, Toby and others visit you in your dreams

Before you left you promised me to visit me in my dreams as they did with you

I was told by a wise soul that you wouldn’t visit me until i was ready

You wouldn’t visit me if it was only going to make me sad

You would visit me when the time was right

I woke up, not sure the time, and decided to continue my sleep

For some reason I was in a taxi, lost, the rest of the context was forgotten

You rescued me from the taxi

We shared a hug

A hug that felt incredibly real

Such a real feeling in a dream does not happen to me often

Hell, i rarely dream

The dream didn’t matter, before or after that moment, but i remembered our hug, the best hug I’ve ever had, the hug I needed most

I woke up filled with happiness

Filled with emotions

Not quite sure what to feel, sad or happy, was it even real? Did I just imagine it all?

Impossible

Unable to explain the feeling or dream to anyone, I sat in the truck quietly as we drove to our old fishing hole

Holding back tears, but happy, questioning myself, but knowing I can’t explain it away

Even if it wasn’t real, it was real to me, and I needed that hug so bad

Please come back soon